~We have a winner~

Heck yaaaaaaa, Taylor is THE American Idol for season 5....i am sooo excited and relieved i wanted him to win SO bad and he did..yippy this makes me happy!!! Now if the CCAA would just hurry up on them referrals i would be a happy camper. I'm just frustrated and getting sick and tired of people constantly asking me every other day when we are going to go, when are we going to go..and even though i know that they are being really nice and all but i still get SO sick and tired of being reminded of how we don't have Chloe yet and how we are still sooo far away from getting her...grrrrrr it makes me feel empty and disapointed because i would do ANYTHING if we could just have Chloe, i would give up every dollar that i might recieve for graduation just to be able to fly to China to bring her home, thats all i really want for graduation, i know it won't happen but a girl can dream, right? I just want her! Period.